Choice?

When i was still a kid, I refuse to think stuffs. My parents always scold me for these. But the fact is they don't really understand what I was thinking, i seldom think not-so-important things. 

But then one day, i saw a movie, the title I think is <18-year-old's sky>, its a Taiwan movie. The movie teaches people how to become a good adult so that they could really help the kids. So the main character came up with a question, a tough one because there's no right or wrong. 

'There's two railways. One is already abandoned long ago and another one it's the current using railway. One day, many kids ran to the using-railway and played happily around it. One kid shown up and advised the kids that the using-railway is unsafe to play at but the kids won't listen to him, so he played alone at the abandon-railway. Suddenly, a train shown up from no where and it's fast, the WORST thing is the break of the train has broken, so the captain on the rain has only one choice that's to choose one of the lane. If you are the captain, what's your choice? your decision? 

Tough? Yes it is. Till now i'm 19, i still couldn't say out the answer. Now here goes the problem, if he choose the current using-railway, many kids would be sacrificed but if he choose the long abandoned railway, it's unfair for that one kid because people suppose to play at the abandon railway. These are actually what happen in our real society. Society's decision? Of course they the choose the railway that sacrifices LESS kids. Unfair? But that's the fact. 

So, we must survive in this unfairness to continue our life right? Now that's your choice, either you choose to believe what u think it's right or follow other people and think like them. Can you see the whole figure? Think like others it's safer and more reliable, even it's wrong together they will fail but with accompany. If u stand still yourself, maybe you could be right at the end but do you think the society will sacrifice so many people just for you? 

CHOICE. 

Genius vs. Intelligent vs. Normal vs. Stupid

Genius, study easily but passed with great scores, very great. Intelligent, study moderately but passed with great scores. Normal, study hardly but passed with really moderate results. Stupid, no study no results. True you have no choice selecting what you want to be. True, it's unfair.

IQ Range	Classification
140 and over	Genius or near genius
120-140	Very superior intelligence
110-120	Superior intelligence
90-110	Normal or average intelligence
80-90	Dullness
70-80	Borderline deficiency
Below 70	Definite feeble-mindedness

I hate the genius and the very intelligent. The word 'hardworking' never comes out in their mind, even it accidentally came out, they would never bother or i should say they have the rights not to bother. Why? Because every knowledge goes in their mind easily like pouring water on sponge. For me i'm also LIKE a sponge but as hard as a rock so basically I absorbed water but slowly and little. 

Hardworking. Umph. According to MY dictionary, hardworking only exist with a purpose and that is to comfort the people who has lower intelligent. This is because hardworking is the only way for those people to have the standard equally to the very intelligent people (or I should say the LAZY very-intelligent people). In other words, it exists just to balance the people so that the less intelligent people will not protest and KILL all those intelligent one. 

No matter how much we worked hard, there's barely any chance to win the paper chase with the intelligent one. They seldom need to memorize anything because they can really understand the theory of every knowledge and then apply it in any situation. For example math question, normal people would say practice more score better. For my opinion, practice more make your brain stiff more. Why? because by practicing you gain experiences instead of intelligent, so, when the style of the question is change a little bit ( still the same theory), the lower intelligent people couldn't solve it because they do not really understand the main theory and that depends on intelligence! 

Nothing much to say. The only way to improve ourselves is by sitting down and wait while study what u should. We have to wait for the nerves to branch and to join. If they forever don't branched, sorry i have to say that you can't compete with those a-little-hardworking intelligent people. 

Unfair? life is always unfair. The worst thing is nothing you can do. Ah, kill yourself.

What happen when you sleep?

Purpose of sleeping? A biologist will tell you that sleeping is a . Simply it means REST. A teenager will say that sleeping it's a waste of time. An old man would like to sleep but only a little time. A baby will sleep all day long without answering your question. And for me, i came out with an interesting idea, explanation. No scientific prove of course just purely my thoughts. Listen.

First of all, i believe in deletion of memory either by naturally or purposely like when we all were born as a baby, we remember nothing about the past or what did we do before becoming a human being again. And of course mistakes will be occurred upon the 'deletion'. So, these explain that why some people are born to be so intelligent, to be normal or to be stupid( due to extra deletion i believe). Why someone are born to be genius in Math, Science and Music. 

Here goes. Why do people sleep? why do people sleep at different time and length? Why someone feel energetic after their sleep but some don't? Why some are dead during sleeping? Yes i know they can be explained by scientific evidence but i would choose to be creative a little bit.

Teenagers sleep about 8 hours a day averagely but most of them don't in these days. Why are we able to wake up everyday? I strongly believe that during our every sleep, we are performing and solving a task. What task? I'm not sure. Just a task so that we are promised to be able to wake up tomorrow. 8 hours is the time limit to us, more than enough. But some choose not to fully use those 8 hours. So why they can wake up tomorrow morning? Thanks to our body because at the stage of teenagers to are strong and fast enough to complete the talk in a short time. As for old people, when they are too weak for the task, they need to be repaired, and so which means passed away. 

In other words, the time u complete the talk is the length of your sleeping. Make sense? Why sometimes you feel energetic but sometimes don't after u sleep? this can be explain as the task given to us are different everyday and the level are given randomly. We fight for so hard to wake up but we forget everything because the 'deletion'. Something that God don't want us to remember. The purpose of the task? I think it is just to test you that whether you are capable for tomorrow. 

Treasure every moment before you realize that you are sent to be repaired. Don't denied everything just because you forget what u did during your sleep in order to wake up tomorrow. What i believe maybe true. Who knows? Perhaps it is not true but at least it is a good story for everyone. Actually there are some advises in the text but i won't say it out. Who cares by the way?

Something special about me

Once i thought i'm nothing but just an ordinary human, a typical one. Not to say i am a super intelligent guy who knows everything or can memorize anything just with one peep but i THINK i have a very strong imaginary power. In another words, the ability to 'think too much'.

Thinking too much. It's a good thing obviously. We can think what we want, how to achieve it, how to prepare for it. Thinking out of the box, designing, imagine what will happen is my favourite activity all the time. I love scientific movie like Avatar and Matrix. When i was a kid, i always wondered how on earth these directors can film something like this? How could they come out with those ideas? How they can imagine the things that not even exist? 

Upon thinking the 'how' stuffs, one day I realized that i could do the imagining by myself although not as good as them! For example, i can actually see how i look in any clothes with just one look at the hanging clothes, something like projecting the images that i think in my brain. Cool? 

Above is just an introduction to the purpose of this blog. This blog is the place where my imagination comes in. I don't want these precious imagination to be lost so i choose to write it down here. Take note my imagination is not created purposely, it is the imagination that comes out naturally, unique. 

Stay tuned.

From the movie <Matrix>. What if the movie tells us the fact? o.O

The Matrix is a system, Neo. That system is our enemy. But when you're inside, you look around, what do you see? Businessmen, teachers, lawyers, carpenters. The very minds of the people we are trying to save. But until we do, these people are still a part of that system and that makes them our enemy. You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many of them are so inured, so hopelessly dependent on the system, that they will fight to protect it.

You don't say

Yes, you don't say. This is my blog or i should say it's my heart, my thoughts, something that i couldn't even express or say it out. Just learn to listen what i'm about to say by using this blog. Perhaps i am still too young to be so sure about what i believe, i believe in my own but i'm sure what i believe the the right thing for all of us to believe. 

I believe in fate because things always happened beyond our control. Of course there're some decisions that you have the power to choose or to decide but eventually u will find out that at the end the outcomes will always be the same. Like or not we still have to accept. Things happened because they are meant to be in our life and of course with a purpose-- to lead you to somewhere you are suppose to be. Don't understand? just ignore it because it is not the right time for you to realize about it.

I hate fate. Our brains are design to think and to feel, so what for we are designed to be like that while we can't even change or choose out direction?! Thinking and feeling mislead our actual directions and the worst thing is when we realize this fact, we will suffer. What to do? that's life. I disagree that humans are the greatest creation of God, but instead the worst because our brains are too smart to handle these. It's like the effect of increasing temperature to the enzyme after it reaches optimum temperature. DENATURED.

Not to say negative thinking. It should be considered as the true thinking. It is a fact although negative. Get what i mean? What u can do is try to believe :) 

Humans. Nothing but robot.